I hate this.
Stream of Conscienceness
When you put yourself out there for someone, when you really let down your guard and you are truly yourself. You let them see you for who you really are. But there’s nothing to show for it…
Sure, things are different this time, I’m not pretending anymore, I’ve treated you like gold, and you just shrugged it off. Not a thank you, nothing…But I can’t let this be like the last time, I just really don’t want to lose you. I keep telling myself that this will work out; but I’m just not sure.
No, I got it.
We’re going to sit down and talk. Just talk about it. I need to know your past to know where I’m going, where WE’RE going, and right now, I’m not so sure I know anything. Tomorrow…yeah, tomorrow should work out just fine…I hope…