So, I haven’t blogged in a while.
I know my life really isn’t that interesting, but I feel the need to bear myself sometimes I guess.
I realized a couple of weeks ago how negative a lot of my posts are. Especially how much it seems that tumblr has become my ‘negative outlet’. No one on tumblr knows how truly happy I am; or at least it would seem that way.
My realization holds true, well at least until now. I haven’t blogged in a couple of weeks, and that is purely because I’ve been so happy lately. I don’t exactly have a ‘control’ so I’m not sure what changed so much in the ‘experiment’ that is my life, but I know that I have been AMAZINGLY happy lately.
It is probably one of two things though: The spring season, and the relationship that I blogged about for a couple of weeks.
Spring is GREAT. It is awesome getting to see the trees blooming with flowers (and don’t let me mention the dogwoods on campus that remind me sooo much of my childhood). People outside doing homework, on the swings, walking to 9th street…Third Trimester is amazing.
And speaking of amazing…Jon William, wow, what can I say? Every trimester here, I have had some sort of relationship, but this one, is particularly special. I don’t know why he’s so great, but then again I do…He just gives me a sense of security, and I’m not any happier than when I’m with him. I love it when he smiles, he’s just so special to me already, I just feel this amazing connection. I don’t have a doubt, I will give up meat for him. I just am not ready for this trimester to end, I hope that over these next couple of months we can build up a strong enough relationship that we don’t want to end this; because I know I don’t.
